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THIS ENTIRE POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU, MY BELOVED - RENNY.

i cannot imagine my life in school without you.
you are who thats makes me happy every morning during assembly.
just by looking at you, it can brighten up my day.
when you smile, i'll smile too.
when you emo, i'll emo too.
have anyone told you how cute you look when you smile?
it is totally contagious.

i remember how i used to go gaga over you. (maybe till now)
following you everywhere you go in the morning,
just to get to see you another second longer.
i know your friends, and classes.
i know at what time, you would be at where.
i know where you will be sitting every morning,
i know what you eat and drink for breakfast too.
i know what bus you take to get home,
i know how you sound like,
and i know you know i'm observing you.

i'm sorry for being such an freaky annoying shit.
but you're just too cute to be true.
the way you walk,
the way you stand,
the way you smile,
the way you laugh,
the way you talk,
the way you sleep,
the way you study,
the way you look at me,
it's just simply one word- cute.

surviving in school without you is totally impossible.
and i've always been running away from that fact,
that you will be leaving this school,
leaving me. (my sight)
my life will be as dull, as colourless as our school uniform.
i don't like it. as much as i want you to flunk your A's,
so you will retain, but please don't.

remember those:
assembly mornings
long thursday mornings
house meetings
lunch
after school
in your cca hangout place, watching you play
walking past you, and then going ballistic.
those 2cm gaps between us.
those eye contacts


oh no.
RAHHHH. i'm going to miss you so. you're leaving for ever and ever. and no one is going to make me happy in school again. :(

oh RENNY.